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Posted on Friday, March 2, 2012 at 3:45 PM Another week has passed and I'm still here. With nothing done, and nothing to do. Even though some things had happened, they aren't something I wanted it to happen. I had the thought of doing it the past few months. But I forgot about it and went to make myself remember today. Well, I've done it, and I could only laugh it away like it's nothing. Of course it's nothing, but I'm sure my heart isn't feeling the same my mind wanted to. Had so much regrets that I really don't know what am I here for. People learn their mistakes while I just getting much more mistakes before I could learn. It just seems to me that I'm never satisfied. Or that I could apply what I've learn anywhere. I could only blame myself for what I've decided or done. And then look at how people could have done much better than me afterwards. This has been all that had happened to me I guess. With this, I could only want myself to forget it all and be happy with what I have now. Of course I'm very happy with what I have now, but there's just this lil thing inside me. This thing that always make me think back and wish for only if and regretting what I've did. But since now is the best time, I guess I better start again on removing this thing. But then, there's another thing that could hinder my efforts of removing again. All I could tell myself is all the best, and for that person to better thank me for this. Rather than giving up, this feels more like 'disinfecting'. Kicwtiy♥.
Posted on Sunday, February 26, 2012 at 8:16 PM Yes and I haven't started on studying it. Paper starts at 2.30pm, therefore I am procrastinating till the very end. But still.. WOO :D <3 FTW !! HOHOHO ;). Alright, really going to start studying now. Spam the replay button too hohohoho . ♥ (Psst, gonna update some audition screenshots for my next post~) MATA NE ! ♥ Konomama . LOL .
Posted on Tuesday, February 14, 2012 at 10:42 PM IT'S FINALLY 2 MORE WEEKS LEFT FOR SCHOOL. Don't know should I say that I am happy or sad. Cause.. 1. As Thk, I feel that I feel lose contact with my friends. Going out is also a problem as well, I rarely get invited or some sort. Have been like this for few years and I had no idea why this would happen. Maybe I looked fierce or unfriendly or even stuck up or er, idk, any reason. So yeah, even if I had the chance to ask, I have no idea where to go. 2. I have to either start working or continue studying. Well it all depends on my results and it would determine if I could pass the requirements. After that it would be another interview where I will dread the part. So I guess my real journey is going to start soon. These past few years of school were just some 'have-to-dos' as you grow. And now, I'm doing some report reading. I have got no mood to do it. Finding meanings or definitions. Getting boring when some terms are so straight-forward. But still, I have to do this in order to help my GPA to increase. So, besides school, I had nothing else to share. Oh and, Happy Valentine's Day~ And yeah I didn't celebrate that, how can I ? -wink wink- I guess I have to stop here now, nothing to share for this post :( Just bored so I've decided to touch my blog for awhile before I disappear again. Mata ♥.
Posted on Sunday, January 29, 2012 at 3:45 AM Cool much ? How stupid it is to come to a conclusion where you realize someone you know is involved. Just because we ain't close, all the possible ways to revenge would pop up. But there's no other scenarios for me to think that would fit in, Even though there's space for me to think that it isn't this way. But still, sucks to find out that someone you knew indirectly hacked you. Anyway, how's Chinese New Year everyone? Boring, interesting, won a lot of money, shouldn't have gambled. A week has passed and school has already start for 3 days. Projects piling up and I'm still procrastinating. For that 3 days of school. I slept like total of 30hours. Been long since I am able to sleep for 11hours for a normal school day. But well, because the term's ending, school is also ending early. Talking about term ending, my interview is coming up and I'm totally not prepared. Fail that module and I would really go and suicide on the spot. Still deciding on whether to continue studying or start on my working life. Worried for my studies and scared that I will waste time, since I am Thk. Of course, also scared that I will regret like most people do cause we've got no degree. And there's not much time left for me to think. People are encouraging me or rather telling me that I should continue studying. But the point is, am I really up for it ? That is, I don't know.
Posted on Tuesday, January 17, 2012 at 11:03 PM Seto Koji ! ♥ Love Heaven =) KYAAAA , LOL . Hello people, long time no see. You see, I'm bored right now. And I have got so much things I haven't complete yet and it's needed tomorrow morning. Say around 9am and I haven't finished all of them . I know I have no much time left but still I'm updating my blog. HAHAHAHAHA . Well.. I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR . I don't know why but, errr, I also looked forward to last year's. But I look even more forward to this year HAHA . Because both post-days got movie to watch and big big dinner to enjoy. And both pre-days have got a lot of stuffs to do. Maybe I have gained my interest in this, but not in my studies :( Don't know is stress or just that I'm procrastinating too much so I gave myself stress. Last term already, not even a semester is left for me before I graduate. Better make good use of it and regret it after. "Saying it seems easy, but when it comes to doing, say byebye." Guess I better go do my tutorials, projects and research already. U-Kiss's Tick Tack and D-Date's Love Heaven's FRENZY. -replaybuttonforever- I may be mad, but this shows that I've changed. Mata ashite. ♥(Who knows when)
Posted on Saturday, December 10, 2011 at 3:19 PM Tonight I shall be here (Tick tack tick tack) Tonight i shall be here (Tick tack tick tack) Kimi dake aishiteru Sore kimochi wa kawaranai oh Bokura ni wa kasanette kita suteki na omoide mo arukeredo (I must be up right now) Kono yoni asurosu gosanai kara ookina oh so tsukuderanai Tonight I shall be singing for you through the night (tonight) I shall be turning on the broken light (tonight) yozora ichimaru kuyoni Tonight ( tonight) Tonight ooh ~ Woah ( tick tock tick tock ) Woah ( tick tock tick tock ) Nani wo okute Tell me all, say yoni Kagayoshi kanare Tonight ( tonight) Tonight ooh ~ Mi no konai iki ni kock chodakara I say goodbye hajishimau heart dake do We have no choice kono mama nara wa We are falling down, and you say what (say what what what) Bokura ni wa koerarenai Zankoku na kame ga atte (We must be separated, oh) Hatana so wa kimi no tame ni tsuku(so) tsukute Tonight I shall be singing for you through the night (tonight) I shall be turning on the broken light (tonight) yozora ichimaru kuyoni Tonight ( tonight) Tonight ooh ~ Woah ( tick tock tick tock ) Woah ( tick tock tick tock ) Nani wo okute Tell me all, say yoni Kagayoshi kanare Tonight ( tonight) Tonight Ima kimi no hitori Michimaru kau no hidotoki Dont cry, dont cry c’mon uso de kizutsuku you baby Boku ga ichi no hika yeah soshite kiss soshita Oh~ (Tonight) I’ll never never never give (Tonight) I’ll never never never give (Tonight) I’ll never never never give Tonight ( tonight) Tonight Yeah Imi wa kedokonai Yasashisa wa yet i dont know why Shy ga suite ureta Boku roku daijobu Mada ii chikanai Nani mo shiranai Kimi wa damasenai Tonight I shall be singing for you through the night (tonight) I shall be turning on the broken light (tonight) yozora ichimaru kuyoni Woah ( tick tock tick tock ) Woah ( tick tock tick tock ) Nani wo okute Tell me all, say yoni Kagayoshi kanare Tonight ( tonight) Tonight |