[ Yeah, I'm kinda stopping to blog now .
Cya , tagboard's still there though haha . ]

Went to school's library early today , again .
Had my Organic Chemistry 2 test x.x
Then, saw something which make me fcuking angry .
It's like , Fcuking not fair man -.- .
Blah nevermind, don't know how to say .
My mood also like sai now .

But anyway, looking forward to the two weeks holiday .
1st Outing at 12Dec, feel like cancel-ing ._.
Doesn' feel that it gonna be a success anyway .
Plus I really don't wanna ____ , with my current mood .
Oh well, perhaps I'm starting to wake up .

With my current mood , really feel like quiting Audition and Maple .
Not like uninstalling those games but just go in see see when bored nor .
Yeah, lost my interest already . Feel no purpose playing also .
Unless you ask me go play loh . But don't destroy my mood can already .
For example, play with me 1 round, ps me go find other people .
If I happy lah, maybe I will just let it go .
If I just feel that you're treating me like a tool, don't jio me pei you anymore .
Just feel so this way , feel that I'm going to be happier this way .

Getting really very numb already, even my parents' naggings .
Ever since Secondary school, I have already been like this .
It doesn't really matter , whether there's accompany or not .
Because , there's nothing to talk about too .
But it's getting better in Poly now , (: .

& Haimei's making me addicted to listening radio .
Especially now, since the online radio is back . ♥

Gotta go and study my Thermodynamics now ..
Goooooodbye S: .

The way I feel is never wrong .
Just like what happened recently , I feel like asking .
But since you didn't say , I just assume that it wouldn't happen .
But my assumption was wrong . Now seeing that it happen .
I feel even more ______ from everyone .
Or perhaps, it's meant to be like this .
With everything that happened, right in front of my eyes .
How am I going to keep my mindset intact .
Everything will be fine, after a period of time .
But how long must I wait . How long ..

If those assumed jokes are true, I wonder what will happen .
I wouldn't be here blogging I guess .

I really really really miss you .
Every single place just bring back so much memories .
I can't even escape from it , is this something to haunt me .
Because I've done such bad things to you .
When will I be able to give myself courage .

S.O.S By Jordan Sparks, I hear the lyrics until Asshole , ROFL ..

You told me that there's always a reason for me to cry .
Even if I say I do not know, you told me that it's because I'm denying the reason .
But perhaps it's because it piled up so much, there's no reason for my tears to flow .

Headed to school early to study Organic Chem with Haimei !
Stay at library for around 2hours and ate at Flavours .
Waited for Mr.Wong and postpone-ed our make-up class one hour later .
So slacked around, rest-ed and feel like toh-ing already .
But how to sleep when I'm sitting on the ground LOL .

Tutorial lesson started and bought snacks in to eat .
Played around with the food and spray-ed water on the two guys .
Amazingly, it's not my bottle but Haimei's and Kit also played .
I sprayed and Kit's like really watering the plant LOL .
Then he say he don't know how, the guy hair was half wet LOL .

Ate my Nutella bread ♥ and had CSAS2 Term test at 4pm.
MY NECK AND BACK IS ACHING LIKE CRAZY .
The table is so fcuking short and small .
I do until so pekcek, cause cannot find the answers .
I really wanted to just tear the paper into pieces and leave the lecture hall -.-

But anyway, finally the test ended and I went home .
Alighted one stop earlier and took the long way home .
& lil did I realise, it fcuking bring me back those memories -.-

Reached home and used computer , going to bathe naoooz Cyaaa .

I missed those days . ): .

Edit-
Oh well, slowly I'm getting nag like I'm seriously useless .
One ear in , one ear out . Training myself nowadays, :D .
Who cares whether I did it correctly or wrongly .
It's just the matter of consequences , no ?

Just when I thought , but it didn't happen . Oh nevermind .
AHLIBABAGUA .

And nobody's coning to my blog . Weeeeee .
Yeah , blogging for my own sake or letting Haimei read only .
And when I make a fuss out of this blog thingy,
Something temporary will just happen .
Perhaps that's what I will attract when I make a fuss out of it .

I'm seriously so bored now . All I can do is study .
My mother will start to nag once I face to the computer .
I did study for the past three days what ! ): .
Haimei ah, what I told you is correct bah .
My parents confirm ask me to continue studying one . Haha .

& Oh well, tomorrow's the start of my Term Test week .
And tomorrow's CSAS Term Test , the Subject I HATE THE MOST .
Great, -Rolls eyes- 2hours somemore , Fuuuuuuck :D .

RailGun-ed and Reborn-ed today , HD Rocks ! (C) Paddy

Watched ZEYnHEX videos, since there's updates .
Vanilla Twilight - Owl City is love ! ♥

Oh Darling , I wish you were here .

Gonna continue my studies later , Thermodynamics for awhile , and Organic Chemistry .
Oh yeah, I gotta go and do my Psychology quiz in case I forget .
Nevermind , how about Friday ? HAHA :D .

Downloaded new songs too ! All prepared for the muggings !
Yeah, so I could listen to them at library, instead from my blog .
Hoooooooooooooooorah . I'm starting to like to head to the library and study .
& NO, I'm not weird . Probably something what my parents want I guess .

Goooooodbye people . I love all of you ♥ .

Oh yeah, something I remember while I played Audition this morning .
1. This girl/woman is totally so thick skin (?) .
2. She's lagging like mad and is making us lose the Brbp . How ? Losing the Ctrl bar .
3. She doesn't want to help people drain Brbp . Well, cause she will only earn 1k dens .
4. She's a noob . Don't know how she get her 12m dens .
5. All of the rounds we won, I TANKED HER . Okay !
6. She did join in to help us drain one npc . & Guess what, she said we owe her 1 round .
7. Want to know her Ign ? Tell me . What a disgrace to ~X3LURVE~ Fam .

Conclusion :
She dare to complain so much when she didn't help .
Only helping in LOSING THE CTRL BAR .
I don't mind if you don't wanna help us drain .
Because I'm the one who is tanking almost 2npcs .
And what the fcuk, we owe you one round ?
Come on, because of your lagness, we lost how many rounds ?
Plus, why do we even owe you .
I TANKED, you only contributed 1/5 of my score, PLEASE .
Go & suck your ________ la seriously . (Fill in the blank yourself)

If I were her, I'm sure those out there I've help in Brbp .
I have earned so much 1k dens only from one round .
All of you owe me how many rounds man ? -.-

Pardon me , I know it's useless getting angry with some virtual person .
But just like so Arghhhhh . Don't know lah , bye . ( I feel like slapping her )

Hkeh says :
*Yeah that's why so many pple say I cute .
*Cause I act cute (: .
*Therefore I am not cute .